unsurprisingly my eyes would only see the corrugations in society.
I look for and expect the worst as if my heart was empty and my head would burst with all the minus signs that mark these end of times, and negative is what you get when I give, it's like a magic carpet being woven with the wools of regret flying and yet not, or a spot that cannot be removed,
either way to change this modus operandi I must believe in the positive give out that which I want to get and get that which I exude, change my attitude, the way I look at things the way things seem to be is not the way they have to be.