I don't know
what kind of ****
I'm going through
how could someone
make me feel so lonely
I don't know
why this stuff
made me a stone faced
I don't know
you were actually mine
or not
I don't know
why you called me today
to spread salt on my wounds
or to nurture them
I thought
I forgot you
left you
much behind myself
but today
you made me realise
my mistake
yes you were
a mistake
worst one
or a beautiful one
I've ever did
I just don't know
I don't know why
you cried on line today
do I still matter to you
you are misusing
my sentiments

congrats
you made me on my knees today
again
I wanted to say, cry, shout
louder than my senses
that LEAVE ME
but I couldn't

maybe I still love you
or maybe I don't

now I'm
standing on a boundary
Which divides a valley
and a long dug well

I don't know
Which side to jump
or to walk on this boundary only....
maybe I still love you
or maybe I don't.......