There is a storm in my heart
That is destroying the foundation  
Its freezing and callous
Causing all kinds of unrecognizable distortions
Can’t seem to regain the truth
My life is uninspired
Some say I have lost my way
I can’t seem to keep track of the day
Or dry my eyes of this hate
Why do I do this to myself ?
Don’t I care about my life ?
Another sleepless night that I’ll regret
It will play games with my sanity yet
Can I distribute my pain ?
Spread it to others like a disease
I call out your name to find reality
All alone not free
Don’t cry for me
Or wish me safety
Just wish me death
At ease I’ll be