Fireflies and lullabies
Make me think of the past goodbyes
When I was young  and would lay in the grass
That’s when everything seem to last
The clouds would dance up above
With visions of rainbows in my head
This was before things were dead
Things were not cold
I didn’t have voices in my head
So damaged and decayed  
Crawling inside me ear is fear
I can feel it move feel it near
I have nightmares while I’m awake
I know something is trying to overcome me
Ripping at the very seams of what I’m made
Wanting to slash my skin to see how much I can take
With a spoonful at a time you consume me