These thoughts And endless memories These demons That scream out my name These monsters That always bring me pain I have no heart I lost it long ago On an endless journey Down the inescapable road I saw many wonders And wanderers too I saw many creatures All through this journey Some seemed pleasant But were wreaked with pain Others who were dark But the most glorious light hiding beneath I've seen many monsters Both big and small And I have almost seen them all Granted there a few who remain unknown But these to only a few are shown But that's another story altogether Mine is just beginning so sit back and listen This is my journey Are u watching closer? No of course not Its an unimportant story and event Its a meaningless matter Just caught up in my brain Right along next to the novacane What a wonderful thing Numbness is What a wonderful desire Lack of feeling brings Its such a wonderful feeling To feel nothing at all If only your brain was just too small You wouldn't understand what I'm trying to say You wouldn't understand Because of this exact way Im saying all my words just right So that only a few will be taken in the fright But don't truly fear Oh no my dear For it is all over soon Look I'll make you smile again Have a balloon There there now That's much better I told you dear Tears only make you wetter So do not cry Don't let it out Never seek a solitary corner whilst to pout Put on the strong face Make sure you don't brake Crying is for the weak Don't forget to be meek But don't let it out Don't let it show Hiding is the name of this game Oh deary, don't you want to play? Its so much fun Come come! I'll teach you the right words to say Oh **! You got it right Its not the words you say For there are none You will never see the sun It's my face you shall see For together we are we It is you and I And now dear one time to die Yes yes Let's see those Ruby's run Let's watch the red come forth to the sun Oh my! This is such pleasure This is such a desire Don't you truly mind these words Or this nonesense verse Merely a lunatics craving And a dead sailors raving Do tell me if you understand my misbehaving.