Life
No one asked for it
It was forced
Now we are expected to live it happily
And even better yet,
We force new being into this world as well
I was a mistake and my mother knows it
To be honest I still am
If she could she’d go back and never have me
I grew up thinking I was a mistake
Now I know I am
Whenever I try to be happy it all fails
I hate myself
I always have
I never saw anything good about myself
No one ever loved me
Yeah I could say my mother loved me
But only at times
Other times I felt like she hated me
I never had the shoulder to cry on
There was just music
Music was the only thing I had
No one even bothered to ask me what was wrong
If I was okay
Or if I needed help of any kind
All I had was music
Music to comfort me
Music to make me feel better
Music to make me forget my troubles
Music is the only thing that was there for me