I've laughed the good laugh and I've giggled and snorted and I've loved and been loved beyond fear and beyond beauty and I've been broken and shattered and lost and found a reason to laugh the good laugh again despite the pain and misery of life and I've been stupid and done stupid and I'm not done with my own stupidity yet and I'll laugh at the joke of my unfunny life and I'll laugh with death at the end of it all and it will be a good laugh at a good life that had been filled with good love and good misery and good company that knew how to laugh and giggle and snort despite the pain and suffering of living a good life