I am in need I am in need, of a heartbeat Of flesh to touch Lips to kiss The fire of a life To feel like I plunge my head Into the lake of eternity And grasp, for each Falling leaf, of maybe And could have been I will run, and seek But not, find purpose Because, in my heart I know, that our time Is worthless But still, I will Pick fruits of this The universe And swim in cosmic streams As I trip, and fall, down Stairs, of unknown depth A sea, of staring faces
Watching, with an eagerness My folly, my descent I get up, and wander Through the known Unknown, and absurd This place, this state Abstract, and lone This is the closest I am come To church, or faith For whom, having seen Even a piece, of this Cosmic finite Void, this insanity Could put his trust In anything beyond The end, a void Only a fool And I am a fool But not one So disillusioned