Everything started so fast, I didn’t know how to react.
My veins were full of thoughts flowing to my brain.
The only emotion I felt.
I didn’t know how to say anything to you, I couldn’t even text you back.

I make myself strong by looking at the window and I text you “I don’t feel ready to be in a relationship” You very understandable send a voice note in return, you said you weren’t looking to put me in chains or anything.

We only have seen each other once and I was already losing my mind, I don’t know if this is male behavior or just my fear coming to talk and take my body over anxiety. You only said please don’t let your fear ruin something that can be so beautiful.

So I listen to your advice and know I can’t erase the taste of your lips, we are still not a couple but I guess that’s just fine, now I understand that love has many ways and many forms and it’s up to us to learn and fight our fears before they take the things we want the most.