Am I dead?
Or is this one of those dreams,
Those horrible dreams,
That seem like they last forever?

If I am alive, why?
Why? If there is a God or whatever, something,
Somewhere, why have I been
Abandoned by everyone and everything I've ever know?
I've ever loved?

Stranded.

What is the lesson?
What is the point?

God give me a sign or I have to give up.
I can't do this anymore.

Please just let me die,
Being alive hurts too much.