~ Standing at the concrete bridge just at the entrance to the L-Line I scan the clear-cut of two years ago. New maples stretch to the sky and ferns fan out like a forest compass each direction, devastation. I close my eyes to the horror and feel my brow scrunch. A lifetime of memory spills like the creek below passing me by, cloudy and swirling. It is really progress to ends so many lives? Each stump I pass seems to call out in a weak wavering voice, asking my why. I rub my fingers along the chainsaw tracks shaking my head as I cannot answer. When my father used to return from work smelling of sawdust and gear oil, I relished those scents. Today, in the face of a forest in ruin, my nostrils flare against the stench. And yet, even in my anger and dismay new growth brushes my pant legs and I see where the planters have come through with ***** and *** giving baby firs a new home. /