nights like these,
my mind starts to wander

and i wonder

was it because i cried upon meeting you?
i couldn't help it,
i had waited for three years.

was it because it took an hour to get to me?
that's so small
compared to the 16 that had originally separated us.

i just want to know, i suppose

why after all the time of pining after one another

you decided to just disappear

as if you never kissed me

as if you never came?