This time
this one time
I'm really scared to be left home alone
Please don't leave me in distance
of reaching him
Don't leave me to eat my thoughts
They're so heavy I might not finish them
before you come home
I wanted to see him come home
Even if he only walked away
in the dream last night
I wanted to hold him again
even if it was only last night
he gave me the finger goodbye
And smiled and laughed for the last time
at me
Still
I wouldn't mind him saying goodbye to me again
If only I wouldn't be left alone this time