I never thought I would be here again,
Caught in the web of
Love and happiness
But I once remained in the center
Catching both of the wondrous emotions
And now I dangle at the bottom,
Too heavy to hold.
I grasp to both with all I have
But the silk is fragile
And I am hit in the face
By everything that the web catches not,
By everything that I never wanted to see again
And I want so badly to pull myself up
But I lose strength every day.
I miss what I once had.