Don't quit your day job! they said, when I was imitating stand up comedy routines - and when I made her a stuffed turkey - the time I tried backwards skating on a pale blue pond - I could see this frozen fish underneath wondering when I will ever break this glass ceiling - Life goes on! they said, when she said we were no longer going to be seeing each other on weekends, on phone calls into the wee hours of twilight haze - dull ***** on her cardigan, our footsteps in the streets I saw your eyes in your hands and my heart was in my lap - I gave you a warm bottle of water, left and never came back