I feel the world well up in my chest and the words swell in my throat and I'm only hoping for the best amidst the storm on this **** boat as I throw up emptiness into the ocean like dry heaving naught but sand my will is gone and neck is open I'm giving up on finding land Alas, my wandering weary traveler fall not to hopeless woe for this humble hollower orator won't let you die alone.