she tells me that she's breathing only that shame again and that there is nothing i can do to relieve her pain again she has walked a thousand miles in hand me down shoes no stretch of roadside can ever quench these travelling blues
i don't know how to feel but yet i pretend to understand what do i know of her life or this punctuating hard land bequeathed to her from generations since come and passed as culture, a sense of identity, a life much too innocent to last
she's reaching out, longing for her own voice to be heard masquerading empathy i offer all these right and measured words for with no one to answer to nor no real actions to take i master in hollow sentiment formed from these feelings i fake
as always i seek the beauty of fragility for only my gain i play out this butterfly's life as her delicate wings are stung by rain briefly she flies as her life sparks and dims over fourteen days by resurrecting my jesus my self satisfaction empowers my ways
so why is it she that carries this shame and i stand left of frame as a spectator, a commentator, an outsider to the rules of the game whereas she is the soul of the mythical dancer in the flame i am the vessel devoid of heart breathing in this cold cold shame