Limping his way to town he was overtaken by laughing youth He swore under his breath, sure they were laughing at him. *******, *******, ******* he said to himself full of self- loathing. He could have taken the bus, but liked to save money his Only pleasure in life except when he took the ferry to Newcastle Where a ******* told him he was a beautiful man, and it could Have been truth perhaps she saw in him the inconsolable truth Of a mind full of hatred. He liked to go to places where the dead were laid out he spoke To them told them how stupid the looked, but his interest had Been noticed and he was barred. His father had died not that he felt empathy with this, but he Stood to inherit some money and that made him glad sitting Watching **** in his ***** little flat.