too many use of drugs i just want to see you girl every second i gasp for your energy breathing through my misery to catch some of your insight melting with the thought of us together how can i disconnect from what i truly need? no kind of practice can enlighten the animal within in the void i just capture myself in states of awe, my ego swells amazement in my self, i need to stop that man can't handle too much of me, i guess that's why there's a trinity don't need that kind of comfort i'm one with fear and awkwardness one with the insecurities that used to penetrate in my day to day one with the negativity that used to hold me back but i had to learn to push myself beyond my "self" every single kiss i see through my mirror girl every single glance my mind stop and spins around a pole that last's forever in rotation trying to find the end but you left me with nothing but beginnings girl a new approach i see myself going after the gun blow everytime i see you, we're in the midst of blow but why cry? i love you