dawn's rays peek like a ****** through my blinds, refracting kaleidoscopic sunlight through the window pane. the succulents on the sill reach out, needy, craving the kiss of photosynthesis. motes of dust float melancholic. detritus pirouettes off the ceiling fan— whispering languidly, dancing as i stare blankly at the space in bed next to me. i'm sick to death of mourning every morning, wishing i didn't wake up.