I would never know the warmth of a father's hug. I have never known the feeling of being protected by my father. I have never seen my parents smiling together. I have never felt the joy of being a daughter.
I have heard people saying that father is the only person in a girl's life who will never hurt his daughter.
BUT
My father has hurted me the most. My father's hands have never blessed me. They have always been up to beat my mother. I have never listened a word of love from him. His lips has always opened to abuse and curse my mother. I have never seen love & affection in his eyes. They are always full of terror and hatred.
It's been a long time, I am away from him. He has never missed me. He has never seen in my eyes that how much I need him.
SOMEWHERE In the parallel universe, I have a happy family. My parents love me a lot. We are living happily ever after.