I am different on the inside
The pain is amplified
Its sad to say this pain is killing me
But its sad to say this pain is keeping me alive
It is my fuel that holds me back
But keeps me on track

I am different on the inside
My heart is tied
Held down by the metal
It keeps my feelings unsettle
To the point I wish I couldn't feel
Im not on the outside steel

My thoughts don't need to recharge
They stay in my data large
I think more like a machine
Caught in a smoke screen
Wasting away  
Into the grey