Some of me wants to scream most of me wants to die Devils climbing like monkeys tearing all at my spine Try to leave em behind chasing after divine When i wake from my rest devils infest my mind I heard existence is pain i heard pain makes you strong My lack of patience is ****** this narrow road is too long To keep you my pride was tucked draining myself of luck Raining such heavy drops straining in mud im stuck Shallow is not the muck screaming out what the **** Breaking my housing walls heading depressions call Shaking the tree for fruit waiting for some to fall All of the fruit was rotten by mistorturne im mauled.