Time present is that what you make of it. Time future is the great abundant unknown to those that search for a new soul. Time pasts will always be present in time future.
Do not dwell in the things you will never know. Just look around, take things slow. Memories will echo, the paths that of which you chose to never go.
Kiss them in dreams, turn back time in the areas you wish to not feel the need to bleed. Don't lose focus, this is but a game of a magical circus.
Know all along, you are better than what anyone perceives you as for so long.
Delusion is a must to live a happy life. Grabbing at tethered ends, it'd leave blisters on the skin. Left alone to pop them, wander til you find all the dreams in a rose garden made for thee.