I'd be lying to myself
If I say I never liked you.
I noticed your soulful eyes,
Always staring. I know, me too.
But I kept my mouth shut;
Stored away my feelings.
Simply because I was afraid.
I didn't know how to act.
'Cause for once, someone
Likes me back.
And it terrified me
So much I pushed you away.
Yet you still come back.
What if you never come back?
What if you look like that
But at someone else?
Why am I afraid of losing you
When I didn't do anything to keep you?
And all this time, I still have a
Soft spot for you.
Cause you were that guy
Who liked me unabashedly,
Made me laugh, made me feel shy,
Made me feel scared. And I miss you.
But I'm still unsure of this.
Will you still wait for me?

-m.b