you can put notes on paper you can think about a girl but there's nothing about that until someone hears your courage it doesn't matter then as long as you meant it the sound of your soul or the love in your mind is not a lonely man's sadness it is the way life must be existed even if they can't hear what you mean or a piece of paper is ripped from your heart but my son you think I am too old for love that how can I know to want it or what to do with it but I know how I lost it how I am afraid of it yes I remember what it is that you want but I also know how to survive it and that is my curse that I know how survive when instead I should know how to die for it