am i?
crazy, i mean
its something i ponder
during the late
late nights
when im screaming
crying
drowning
in my own crimson tears.

am i?
impertinent, i mean
its something i wonder
when you look at me
with the eyes
the eyes of judgement
when my rage
comes in a steady
freezing stream.

am i?
stupid, i mean
i constantly think about it
when i see you
and you
aren't with me
when you
you're with them
when all i can think of
is you
you
you
when the very matter of my heart
screams your name.

what am i?
crazy?
impertinent?
stupid?
or maybe
just very
very in love
in love with you?