I write when I am distressed, when I don't understand, when I desire rest. I write when I wish, I wish I were struck by anything moving fast, of adequate mass that it might jolt me out of this existence and into a dimension which doesn't quite exist, as it's residing in thought, that fifth dimension. It's calling me, calling to me; Calling out my name, Or do I call to it? Wishfully. I don't have to try to think softly after a roaring voice rips through my mind, it is just a thought that crops up sometimes. The sound is thought which drifts, fear slips and I know I'll stand between sky and sand when this is all over. Ashes to ashes, Dust to dustpan. Sweep me up.
All I want is to cruise high before the time comes and I am done, Dead and dusted once again.