I hurt everyday , some worst than others. I struggle with wanting to eat sweets too. Even though I have sugar diabetes now. I am obedient but still it is a huge struggle. I feel loneliness, and depression as well. I struggle with so many different things here. Still I have the Spirit of God living within me. Which helps me to overcome hopelessness. He also helps me to overcome different things. That has been a huge struggle within my life. For Christ that lives within me, keeps me overcoming.