New York . Carnegie Hall . I miss who I thought he was . I am odd and whimsical . Why is it right around this time--right before I'm the happiest, that I remember the ones I loved that made me cry? . Sad watermelons . Friendiversary . Rest in peace Sergio . Pushing away my birthday . Best friend . Losing my beeb . "May your coffin be made of one hundred year old wood that I plant tomorrow" . He smells like salty sweat and hair and cologne . Antique store heaven . Please don't take . Scuffed shoes . Mutt . Bubblegum and carmex . Enrolled . Tattoo . He replied, "crazy...would you like to come with me?" .