She calls again from the deep memories in my head
Collapsed lungs, my breath getting caught in the pits of my chest

Fight they say, down some pills go for a hike
Yet the thought of you brings me to my knees im losing the fight

My brain has deserted clear thought sending signals to my fingers to reach for your heart

I'm lost in this land surrounded by sand
Every grain a memory ill never forget

The storms in my soul strike hard when your clouds come through

Still I hold that rod to the sky and wait for the lightning bolt to burn me alive

She doesn't come though she teases with clouds then leaves me to my clear blue skies

I'll never forget that night
When she left I saw the most beautiful northern lights

But now her storms calls me once again.