I have no friends
no real ones at least
and I’m pretty lacking
when it comes to

                                                     family
I have one, of course,
just not the best
most supportive one
and isn’t that what family

                                                      mea­ns
is to be supportive?
They’re supposed to be
a safety net, but
I’m falling with

                                                     ­ nothing
there to catch me.
I’m surrounded
by hurt and evil
and I find nothing

                                                       good
anywhere.