I'm fine and happy today
I stalk the nights  
I prey on the day
I wonder what will change

During the day I wear a mask
It helps me accomplish the impossible task
I lie down
And wait patiently for the day I die

I sit there, depressed, and try to sleep
My insomnia tells me I have promises to keep
My souls feels very worn
I start to ache and burn from my very core

Then... I'm not alone, and the mask reaapears
Out goes the grief, pain and my fears
I start my fake smile for the day
With no shading of the grey

Of course I'm not okay... I want to die
No matter how fast time flies
I don't know why I feel like this
But maybe it's fine to live in an abyss

But it is, and will be, so I cling to life
As one day I'll end it with a knife
But, I'm still here, no matter what my dreams say
And I hope that one day I'll end up being okay