You think I'm a joke Maybe I was always a game to you Don't be sad when I disappear Acting like you didn't know You're the reason I'm feeling this way Extra pain Time to break away From your enchanting spell Why do you put me through all this hell Yeah you're hurting but you're not the only one I'm choking up Holding back the words I hate you I won't do to you what you did to me I won't degrade you If you get stabbed in the back You're not supposed to pull the weapon out But I have to let this thing die You cause me physical and mental pain Verbally, with your mouth And I want out So I pulled out the dagger Don't cry now I gave you a chance And you pranced all over it Because to you I'm nothing You never loved me So goodbye I'm staggering back But I've made up my mind Why is this so hard for me?