Time will curve and convalesce into a being I know less than tears that drop and fall along the thorns of spring's new roses. We came up from the land of sun, the diamonds in the withered rough and dying things that bluff the green grass blanketing their front lawns. Time has lied and tied me down now I'm a sad old ****** up clown who uses jokes to hop around the reasons I'm unhappy. And people do not understand, I dont mean all the jabs I land and how I'm trying to turn this ****** hand to something golden. And I'm a ****** up person on in the long road to enlightenment. And I'm a child deep inside but all I do is fight with it.