My mind is now a flat graph no desire no lust no dream
the cold winds from the rumbling sea make no dent on me I look at my palms and see the cracked floor gnarled roots of mangrove on the wall blend seamlessly with all I have like once I had her in this room love together taking wingless flight to the moon but now I more like sitting here prospecting no words to rhyme not angered at the blankness for in this vacuous moonlight I wait without a hope of gain without a despair of loss unconstrained for time contoured by fireflies alone recounting a new beginning from the end.