a list of things i am scared of:

1. being alone 2. spiders 3. ghosts and demons 4. being watched by a ghost 5. creepy noises when I’m sleeping 6. my anxiety consuming me 7. my depression consuming me 8. the dark of my bad days 9. death… 10. you leaving me 11. you lying to me about how you feel 12. you cheating on me 13. you loving another girl while you’re with me 14. you just learning to love someone else 15. that I’m not enough 16. that I’m not enough for you… 17. that everything you have ever told me has all been a lie 18. that one day I will be a bad mother 19. that one day I will be a bad wife 20. that I will remain a bad person forever 21. that I might ever not learn to love myself the way I deserve 22. that I won’t be happy 23. that I actually am a bad person 24. that people talk about me behind my back 25. that no one actually likes me for who I am 26. that everybody is faking 27. that everybody really hates me 28. that I deserve all of this… 29. bugs 30. bats 31. ants 32. snakes 33. creepy old men 34. the internet 35. people who don’t know me 36. people who will hurt me 37. people who think I deserve the way they treat me 38. people who hurt me regardless 39. people who don’t care about me 40. being broken again and again and again…

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