I hold my head underwater And take a deep breath Waiting longer and longer Inviting sweet death I close my eyes and feel the pain Of a million things I'll never say The anxious thoughts they start to fade As my mind starts to stray I'll never live to see the day That's free of anguish and endless pain There's nothing left to loose or gain There's no reason left to stay There's nothing left to say What's said is said, never goes away