I FEEL PAIN.......

No one knows what I feel,
I feel anger ,
I wish I never ,
but at least is over.
It is so big into my heart,

I'm truly hurt,
I never knew ,
But now I'm new,
I feel depression,

All my passion and mission,
Are over and gone.
I'm standing alone,
I don't have remedy,

I was not ready,
But I wish to comprehend,
All hands on deck ,
But I'm glad we put an end,

This pain makes me lunatic,
It was an epic,
I'm mind turn to raving,
Nothing is ravishing,

It is though pain,
Pain without remedy,
I'm always crying everyday,
 I felt like I'm in cabin,

It is huge,
I'm alone at the adge,
I'm lost in the past,
Nothing will bring me back to future. ...