Boys don't cry... I feel so small and like I will never be who I want to be. I feel like this body isn't mine but I am stuck in this body and it keeps crushing the little hope I have left. It is like an iron grip in my chest choking out words I don't mean to say. Boys don't cry... I feel like an insignificant part compared to everyone else. To the one's that get their Top surgery, get the Estrogen blockers, and get the Testosterone. I feel like nothing will become of my transition to male. I feel as if no one will care and I will be left alone.
I lay here crying as I write this. I am still in the body of the girl I was born in and I hate it.