its still too cold around but, the warmth of buttered toast resting between my thenar space and taste of raspberry jam, allow me to forget this. this wasn't always so. butter repulsed my heart and raspberries were meant for bleeding over. toast would only burn and the trinity would never meet. until the day i needed warmth i could hold, until the day i needed warmth i could feel, and have within my opposable apish grasp.