What could they do? What would they say? I have scars all over My blemished flesh Would they shun me? For being more in tune to my suffering Would they send me away? Shove a pill past my lips And tell me I'm okay
I just want to feel hope again Want to be washed clean Of these physical scars That have caged me I want to let go of this These feelings that I get More than anything, I'd rather Die than just pretend
I want to go home It's a strong urge I cannot shake But I'm sitting in my bedroom So tell me, if this isn't home Then what is?? Would I rather lie inside my grave? Would I decide to wake up and live just another day?
Could you fill my heart with hope Instead of this sorrow that I've come to know too well? They can wash the blood off of my hands But the stains on my soul Could be never cleansed
They could try for a thousand years To try to convince me That this is all worth the tears But the fact of the matter is Nothing could ever change Because upon my soul Is one large black stain