This voyage. This wonderous emporium of unimaginable feelings has come to a trifling hault. The natural hot springs dried up. And like ever bristle on a tooth brush my feelings have been plucked. Just my luck. And maybe it was never the tell tale of an oceans sigh breathing down my heart Signaling an alarm of emotion ships to sway down a never ending voyage of teenage hormones. But maybe it was my belief of kept unharmed untouchable innocence treated as untreatable waters for a no mans land to reserve the perseverance perceived child like humor and gestures adults lack. I'm left sorrowful as the sun without any civilian's to share its rays. But more like chimney smoke releasing toxic fumes into my mind not realizing the damage they've done to the ozone layer of my heart. When alas the ships have returned to a now land known not. And feelings of once no mans land, yet to forever be forgot. I'll have missed that long journey's trip that tore apart my heart. And made me an adult.