Clawed back from the dredges of deep self-pitty "woe is mine" and "abandoned" and other such decrees. Raised head aloft above self and had a good musing of this one grain among many. others are far worse and others faring better but most grains fare the same. Is there a parculiar comfort in sorrow? An odd warmth to loneliness Perhaps it's a strange familiarity that forgives lack of energy. Though the choice of circumstance maybe beyond our persuasion, how we deal with it is in our control. Or so I heard someone say