save yourself from the pain
to please and to see
the other
the everyday mirror that you see
disintegration  slowly
toxicity of its loneliness
filling the void to see another dream

consume by everyday chemical
as i watch my feelings slowly drown
to point the accused and felt blamed

i been uphold on my own dreams
and being the   weight of many
building the confidence slowly
confronting my own darkness
to know its own meaning and its literature
and understand myself.