its been a really long time
and finding love is like looking a piece of rice in the middle of nowhere
i have been waiting
and its hard to have a short patience
but who would have thought that i could wait this long
so long that i have routed  my self in this place
and let my feet to have grown its own roots
and then i let go of the feeling that love will come my way...
i guess not!
i met and fall in love with her
shes not beautiful
not popular
but shes the kindest person you will ever wish to have
in short everyone will fall for her eventually due to her kindness
and that includes the pathetic me
whose been waiting for his whole life but afraid to actually give his heart to someone he likes -- great, i know!
we're friends and going to and from the work
and we stayed that way for four and a half months
until i found the courage to ask her out (though just a pact/agreement or lets just say a PRETEND relationship for a month) haha... stupid i know!
i don't know whose worst, she or me?
she told me why month when we can do it for a year or better yet for life!.... and me OO................O..K
dumbfounded and so totally...malfunctioning XD