Small boat with two names Cutting the waves gliding Always doubting its direction In the light of day Failing feeling written on the golden side Strangest of names as if Doomed is the cause And with a sense of cause It floated on allowing itself To be moved by the waves Sipping an everlasting Cocktail of faith and doubt So bland in the sun In the storm she was something different Powerful and persistent She turned into a Warrior Powerful enough to hold oneself Within the strength to give hand to another To dare step outside the line Compulsively to disengage with Each and every prescribed pattern Unfelt So much energy in the storm So alive and engaged And at the light of day tearing at seams From comfort of warm summer waters Conflicted boat waiting for the right moment Of illumination to match The inner urge to dive deeply
Poor effort to explain procrastination. Feeling ever so slightly justified