do you even miss me?

cloudy skies painting
hues of gray and blue shades
sleep escapes me
because all I see
all I see
is your same face
and favorite colors

what'd I do
what I'd do
just to see
that shy smile

maybe I'm
a bit foolish
and selfish
but while you were far
my mind wished
for you to be near

your heart's changed
I'm the one to blame
twisting and tearing
bent out of shape
I know you won't allow
but
I'll use these hands for good
next time

love and gentleness
caress

put my honesty
to the test