watch each thread of my life, work, reputation, identity being severed by hate and power ...some snapping back to strike my face and lash at my ribs gashes across my heart and side ...others withering, fraying, disintegrating as if they never were
destroying meaning destroying me untethered ..unhinged...flung..hurtling...crashing into despair
into humiliation
#thisjourneyofdays
Written as part of a series - The Meditations #1 - #11, over three days at a silent spiritual retreat. more healing took place in three silent days that in three years of therapy. Go figure! Not there yet but it is a more productive work in progress. #thisjourneyofdays