WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE I WAS THE "STRUGGLING TYPE" I WENT THROUGH DOUBT, FEAR, TROUBLE, AND TRIFE ASKING questIONS LIKE, "WHAT DO I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE?" WELL I DON'T KNOW BUT I DO KNOW THIS: I WANT A WIFE I WANT KIDS AND I WANT TO WATCH THEM GROW I WANT TO BE SITTING IN THE FRONT ROW OF MY LITTLE GIRL'S SHOW SEE MY SON MAKE THE WINNING SHOT YA KNOW? I WANT TO BE RECOGNIZED LOCALLY NATIONALLY GLOBALLY I WANT TO KNOW THIS WILL HAPPEN BUT RIGHT NOW ITS JUST "HOPEFULLY" SO HOW CAN CHANGE A HOPE INTO A DEFINITE? HAVE MOMEMNTUM KEEP ME OUT OF DEFICIT I'M TRYING TO FIND OUT THAT'S THE quest I'M IN I NEED THESE ANSWERS SO I CAN STOP questIONING